It's going to be one of those type of blog posts. To update anybody who reads this on my life, lets see in the last 9 months, the family has lost 4 very good men (my uncle Tom, uncle Bob, my uncle John, and my mom's cousin Joe). Now with these losses comes alot of hurt, alot of grieving, alot of anger (although not so much with Joe because it was so sudden as heart attacks are i guess).
Primarily the most angry one is my Mom.. she's angry that her brothers didn't stop smoking, she's angry that they died, she's angry that their widows are insensitive bitches, and she's pissed that my Uncle Bob isn't buried yet (he wanted to be cremated, so he is but he's not in the ground yet). She's angry that the rest of us are even remotely smiling. She's been pissed that my Dad is retired (gee i'm sorry did you want him carted out of there in a casket or on a stretcher?).
GAHHHHHHHHH!!!! fuckin' hell i don't know what to do or say without ticking her off, she's not happy that i'm happy about a concert that i'm going to next weekend (even though she knows i don't do these things alot). I can't tell her how to feel or how to act and i wouldn't try.. i just wish i knew how to handle the mood swings.
